I haven't had any chance to blog about this yet... After many years in college, I finally made it! I just graduated last week and indeed time really flies fast. It seems like it was just only yesterday that I finished high school and yet, here I am now, I finally finished my degree in college.
Yes, I got excited about the graduation. When that big event came, I was only happy for a moment. That moment when I was dressed in a toga and I was seated together with my batch mates. I was happy. I was. For that moment.
That very same day, when the program was over, my happiness turned into uncertainty. I am on my own now and I don't know where to go next from here. I feel like I haven't accomplished anything. I'm sure someone who's reading this post right now might think I am an idiot. Of course, I should find a job and work my ass from here.
There is still too much pressure that I can't handle and I think it would be just a matter of moment then I am going to explode. See, I got this pain in me for a long time. That grudge builds up years and years and years and I can't take it off no matter what. It is still inside me and I don't know why it's been staying with me for a very long time. I am happy for a second then I am not the next.
I wish I was a bird, so I could fly. Fly far away from here.