I feel so devastated right now. My host suspended my hosting due to a high CPU usage. I never saw it coming... And yesterday, boom my files, database, and everything all disappeared! All my effort, every drop of sweat, those nights that "I don't want to sleep because I need to blog this", all my posts, everything was gone! I am BACK TO ZERO, again.
Lesson learned: always back up your files, especially if you are using a self-hosted website.
Luckily for me, my domain name is separated from my host. And today, I just decided to transfer back to Blogspot (forever?). Same domain name just different host. I will try to recover all my previous posts though. If not, well I guess this would be yet another first post.